Know I need to make a change or
I might lose my mind
Don’t know how long I got left
I’m running out of time
Tired of living like this
I can’t do this anymore
Every time you lie to me
It hurts me to my core

I’m screaming is there anyone out there
I went to hell and then I bought a new house there
I been dealing with this self paranoia
I fucking swear to god I might lose my mind
I feel like there’s a hole inside my heart
And this bandaid won’t fix shit
I wish that I could go back to the start
Where these problems don’t exist
But who am I kidding I’m such a fuck up
I’m telling these voices they need to shut up
I wish that my life could be what it once was
Over-obsessive I guess it’s tough love

Know I need to make a change or
I might lose my mind
Don’t know how long I got left
I’m running out of time
Tired of living like this
I can’t do this anymore
Every time you lie to me
It hurts me to my core

I don’t wanna do these drugs with you girl
All they do is numb my feelings
Every time we try to talk it out
It’ll end with someone screaming
Nobody can tell me I’m okay
I been trying but ain’t nothing working
Whenever you tell me that you love me
All I do is feel discouraged
I just want to sing my songs alone in peace
But she won’t let me be
Only time I feel alive is when you cut me
I just wanna bleed
You say that I’ll never change she’s telling me I’m ruining her life
I don’t wanna live like this you make me sick
I’ve been losing my mind


Know I need to make a change or
I might lose my mind
Don’t know how long I got left
I’m running out of time
Tired of living like this
I can’t do this anymore
Every time you lie to me
It hurts me to my core