Woke up alone in my bedroom
Hoping that you'd be in bed too
I miss your kisses, I miss your eyes
It gets so hard, harder every night
I wish I never met you
Like this, 'cause you were so special
Why did I have to meet you this way
Right when my life was all over the place

Bad at keeping my promises
I've been trying to get better
If I would've been honest then
Maybe we'd be together
I, I
Now I'm lying here by myself

Don't call me back
Please let me go
I'm into deep and I can't let you know
It never was you
You
Fucked up so bad
'Cause you're all I know
Baby, I wish that I just let you know
It never was you
You

Fighting my demons put you through hell
I've always loved you but hated myself
Did a lot of things that I know I'll regret
Hurt you so bad that I get why you left

Bad at keeping my promises
I've been trying to get better
If I would've been honest then
Maybe we'd be together
I, I
Now I'm lying here by myself

Don't call me back
Please let me go
I'm into deep and I can't let you know
It never was you
You
Fucked up so bad
'Cause you're all I know
Baby, I wish that I just let you know
It never was you
You

Don't call me back
Please let me go
I'm into deep and I can't let you know
It never was you