(I don't want you to know)
(What lurks inside my brain)
(Dirty waters leave a stain)
(I just can't seem to refrain)
I don't want you to know
What lurks inside my brain
Dirty waters leave a stain
I just can't seem to refrain
I'm tryna have an open mind
Hold up, take it back, let me press rewind
I tell everybody that I'm feeling just fine
I'm dealing with this shit all the fucking time
I'm not alright, and it's obvious
I walk this earth alone and I'm oblivious
What happened to the kid that was so curious
He shut everyone out and now he's furious
Blinded by the thoughts of life
He keeps moving on in the blink of an eye
Feeling like a failure but he keeps on striving to be alive and just come out of hiding, yeah
Stuck in the darkness he wanders
Locked in his room and he ponders
On the things that have been growing fonder
Taking hit after hit, asking why do I bother
I don't want you to know
What lurks inside my brain
Dirty waters leave a stain
I just can't seem to refrain
And I've been going through phases, nothing but hatred
Every single day it's nothing but the same shit
Can't get back on track
How do I make friends with the empathy I lack
Walk with the shadows, go where the path flows
Take a wrong turn, I don't wanna know where that goes
I just wanna go back home
I'm tired of doing this shit on my own
I don't want you to know
What lurks inside my brain
Dirty waters leave a stain
I just can't seem to refrain
Please don't worry about me cause I'm alright
Fighting my demons in the dark of night
Only guidance I have are the illuminated street lights
You just might miss it if you fucking blink twice
Promise me you'll never close your eyes
I don't want you to know
What lurks inside my brain
Dirty waters leave a stain
I just can't seem to refrain
I don't want you to know
What lurks inside my brain
Dirty waters leave a stain
I just can't seem to refrain