When fears become real

I still remember those feelings back when I first did hear it
That queezy stomach my hands were sweaty I ain’t expect it
Like all a sudden there’s no more jokin just second guessing
That cancer grabs you and takes control I n
got the message
And just like that life had changed in the blink of an eye
I have to question what is left for the rest of our life
And all your work and all yoir pain and all that sacrifice
Like how my supposed to feel ok when it isn’t ain’t

And i say mama you a star in my eyes
It don’t matter what it takes just so long as you be alright
And yeah I know that you raised us all with all that strength to survive
You know We love you more thanwords and any song can describe but I’ll try

Can’t tell you how how It feels
When your fears become real


Cause I don’t know how I’ll sleep tonight
When all of my fears just came to life
When your fears become real


And I just stay up and i pray to god
That we gon be fine and we make it out
when your fears become real

And now your halfway back and I thank god for that
But for heavens sake you did not deserve all that
And no one does but you especially ain’t live that bad
You always did all so right they did you wrong for that
You ain’t smoke you barely drink and you never did no drugs
Like how it picked you out of all of us the worst of luck
The greatest mom the greatest wife the strongest soul I know
And you ain’t finished but I hope you know I’m proud of you


I saw my fears come to life I saw you fight Em back harder
And through the darkest of nights I saw you shine through it all and Look I don’t have the words and so I wrote you a song
My fears became real but like you always have you proved Em all wrong