I've tried to heal but I want to feel how I do
Overeducated under stimulated that's the life I knew
I've tried to be what you want me being too soon
Then you took away the view

So as my summer fades away I need to look you in your face and say
I'm sorry that you don't like me
I lie and say I'm entertained but I can't stand to be away from all my vices
But I think I like it

So let me take control of myself
I never had you and I never got help
Can I get that can I get that
Can I get that can I get that that that
Said I don't wanna look at my health
I got a good thing going on and it sells
Can I keep that can I keep that
Can I keep that can I keep that that
Can I keep that can I keep that can I keep that
Can I keep that can I keep that can I get that that that that
I might lie when I'm wrong I'll admit that
I don't got any time to go kick back
When I pull up I don't wanna chit chat
Break you off like I'm breaking a KitKat

I've tried to feel it I'd cry with you if I could
I feel like nothing that I say to you is ever getting understood
I overdrink and I overthink it ain't good
Pretend that I matured

I'm running out of time
If I put up with that then you'll think that behavior is fine
If we make up about it the thoughts will still be in my mind
I would tell you what's wrong but I don't wanna ruin the vibe
So look at the time

So let me take control of myself
I never had you and I never got help
Can I get that can I get that can I get that can I get that that that
Said I don't wanna look at my health
I got a good thing going on and it sells
Can I keep that can I keep that can I keep that can I keep that that
Can I get that can I get that that that that
I might lie when I'm wrong I'll admit that
I don't got any time to go kick back
When I pull up I don't wanna chit-chat
Break you off like I'm breaking a KitKat

Can I keep that can I keep that can I keep that can I keep that that
Can I keep that can I get that can I get that that that that
I shut 'em and don't talk it out I don't wanna say it
I'll preach the opposite reach the top and burn out again
You're smart as hell but you couldn't see the way I was feeling
I know you more than I know myself and the paint is peeling

So let me take control of myself
I never had you and I never got help
Can I get that can I get that can I get that can I get that that
Said I don't wanna look at my health
I got a good thing going on and it sells
Can I keep that can I keep that
can I keep that can I keep that