This shit is personal
Sit in my whip while I'm writing these lyrics
I'm hoping and I can go vertical
SmegolTheGod, have you heard of him
My lil' brother said I wanna be just like you when I grow up
That's something I'm certain of
He don't know that facade is professional
He don't know that my life will be hurting him
He don't know that I

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Wouldn't hesitate to trade
I'd swap my life out any day
Cause I ain't living anyway
It's just like
Oou
Drugs, money, and the fame
They fix the temporary pain
And it's too late for me to change
He don't know
Cause I was lying, I confess
I was screaming it's the best
He don't see the hidden stress
Can't see the number of times I was closer to death
I told him school is what I recommend
Go spend some time with your family and friends
You should not follow me into the end
Ohh
Cause this shit is serious
Sit in my whip while I'm writing these lyrics
I'm hoping that lil' bro is hearing this
Shoulda did a lil' better to divert the focus
I knew you was just way too curious
He don't know that this life is delirious
He don't know that I'm living mysterious
He don't know that I

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Wouldn't hesitate to trade
I'd swap my life out any day
Cause I ain't living anyway
It's just like
Oou
Drugs, money, and the fame
They fix the temporary pain
That it's too late for me to change
He don't know

He don't know how hard it gets
He don't wanna be like the rest
Don't wanna work a lil' 9 to 5
Even going to school is a sweat
I said, lil' bro, what you doing?
You got it down pact
I don't know why the fuck you would stress
Tryna be me in the future is something big brother
Just know that you finna regret

Cause I am a killer
Dope smoking
Blunt rolling
Gun toting
I'm a Miramar villain
And them boys
Force my hand with the pan
I fried them niggas with the skillet
Yeah he don't
Understand what's planned
The results enough for his decision

I be out stacking the blues
Flipping the green
Came back with red on the sleeve
He don't know I was just one inch away
From being part of tomorrow's memories
He don't care that I'm riding off steam
Nightmares I'm living is part of his dreams
I just wish that I could've given everything to lil' bro
Before he decided to be me
It's just like

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Now lil' bro ain't the same
He's not a nigga to play
Mother and sister can't speak on his name
Homies say you got no control
But lil' brodi said he got the cheats to the game
Cheesing today
He not afraid of the paint
Saw his big brother get bigger and better
He know there's no gain without pain
Didn't feel sorry at first for the opportunities
He knew he was wasting away
Walking in footsteps of regret
And he's feeling it's getting worse every day
Ohh
I looked in his face
And looking back at me
The mirror was telling my fate