They don't know that I'm standing in this corner
Thinkin' bout suicide
I don't wanna put my face on a t-shirt
I just wanna fuckin' die
Everybody say this is a simulation
But I swear to God, I feel too alive
Thinkin' bout all the motherfuckers that I might hurt
If they find out that I didn't survive

Like sorry ma, I ain't mean to lose it
I be speakin' this evil right through the music
Just fuckin' kiddin', I just fuckin' do it
Can't forget bout the niggas who blew it
Niggas be stupid
Niggas be ridin' around town on some dumb shit
Always puttin' the little ones through it
I'm trynna get right
No bum shit
I'm a rich kid and you fucking knew it

I found out my life was a lie
The daddy that died, he never provided for you
That shit ain't make me feel right
I had to get right
I gotta do right by you
I had to switch up my life multiple times
Why did you tell me the truth
Fuck
I'm mad as fuck in the booth
Niggas want happiness too
I was okay
Nigga had good grades
What more could you ask for
I stayed out the way
I was gettin' paid
I ain't have nothin' to ask for
So
Why would you steal from the only legacy
That you put out in the world
You only had two things to take care of
Your kid and your girl

I gotta calm down
I'm gettin' upset
Baby girl, roll you a joint
And roll me a motherfuckin' spliff
I don't wanna feel nothin
I'm feelin' like my feelings ain't shit
Sit down, crisscross
Turn my brain to applesauce
Cause this life ain't
Wait, fuck that

I'm eatin' lamb chops
Cause I'm motherfuckin' rich
I'm coughin' on exotics
Like I'm motherfuckin' sick
I'm sippin' on this act
You know I'm tryna live
Cause I had to make up all the racks
That you never did
I ain't goin' out
Like no motherfuckin' bitch
Fuck you
I'm takin' over now
It's too early to quit
I'm throwin' a fit
I'm throwin' a temper tantrum now
Cause I'm still a jitt
I'm throwin' anything inside the pot
Cause no one taught me how to mix

They don't know that I'm standin' in this heat
Think about homicide
I don't want nobody's face on a t-shirt
I just want everyone to die
Everybody think this is a simulation
Boy I swear to God
You better be right
Think about all the mothers that I might hurt
If they find out that he didn't survive