I loathed the feeling of you inside me
I felt her sickness pulling on me
Like a needy animal
How could I be responsible
For another life, when it terrifies me
I'll be relieved when you die
And it's freighting
Life terrifies me, cause what if this it
This is it
My hands nailed, I repent
So i'll hurt you til' you know what it feels like to suffer
I'll lay with your bones in my back yard
You don't have to wonder
If I love her too
My spine uncurls from the box that I rot in
And my pond eyes see you
So back to my box I climb in
I see death in
I see death in
I see death in
I see death in
I see death in you
I see death in
I see death in
I see death in
I see death in you
So I'll hurt you til' you know what it feels like to suffer
I'll lay with your bones in my back yard
You don't have to wonder
If I love her too