Yeah I’m so alone
Nobody to call my phone
And I’m missing home
See you’re all I’ve ever known
Now I’m burning em
Burning all the memories
It’s jealousy
Cause you are not what you were meant to be
I feel defeat
And crumbling at the seems
Falling off my feet
And it’s hard when I’m broken
It’s hard when I’m hopeless
It’s hard trying coping
It’s hard without your love
You’re an angel from above

I’ve been over this a hundred times
I can’t seem to get you out my mind
And the thought of a life without you
Is a thought which keeps me mortified
Petrified
That I’ll never find happiness again
I’m a different guy
And I’m sick of playing pretend
Sick of all the lies
Sick of calling you my friend
I don’t wanna hide
Without you I’m at my end
We’ve been here before but you’ve never tried
Letting me in
I’m so done being rivals
In my life I’ll put a pin

I feel suicidal
With no purpose life is dim
You’re killing me slowly
This fight I know I’ll never win
And you’re happy now
So it makes no difference
So I guess I’ll drown
Drown in all my sins