Lord forgive me
I sought to punish not heal
Now know that's never been my place
And why my fate felt so ill
Put that suit on every day now see it was just a shield
To deflect from wrong doings by fighting wrong with more will
Brute and brawn out in those streets pummelling dirt called it skill
God how could I be so blind I was becoming the grill
That I promised everybody I'd defend from and chill
I had to see the butterfly effect go clap and reveal
The breaking
That had been occurring
Break throughs and changes sneaking up to the surface
And to my amazement there is this whole other person
I had been containing due to all that disturbed me
The fire was raging
All my scolds led to burning
Was incinerating heading for ashes and earns less
In some spontaneous one saw a spark and rewarded
Me with a great gift
One more chance to be correct
There in the mirror bloody and disfigured
Bruised cut hurt and blistered
God who could have did this
Need reports or a witness
Wait I'm reminiscing
That was me
Are you kidding
I beat myself to inches
Blaming them
They're just stitches
Keeping me from spinning
Think it's time that I give in
Return to land of living
Enough of this sinking
We rise towards the pitches
Make strides off our fears and
Glide through Gotham City
Be the knight be an image someone they trust to steer them
Through the tides of their feelings
The ride she wants to get in
Be reliant efficient
Refine my definition
When they call or they signal
I'm there no intermission
Sacrifice and commitment
I'm set out on a mission
To save lives and the children
Need guys with good intentions
Remind of adeptness
In times that be so reckless
Unite family friendships
I'm Sky and this my entrance
Mix kind with rejected
And this is what you're getting
A writer a medic
A symptom of acceptance
A mixture a chemist
Brewing up these blessings
To fix or amend it
I'm loving my reflection
For this I've been elected
Don't care about the credit
Ensure you're protected
Endure whatever stresses
I know where I'm headed
For orphans in the trenches
Who yearn for a friend or
Someone they can share in
The hurt lack expression
Not a curse it's a lesson
I was birthed just to help them
Lending words as extensions
Of my heart as exemption
From the dark luminescence
Only comes from the essence
About to glow phosphorescent
Peter Parker this venom