I tried to leave it up to god
cnd start chasing my euphoria
The devil took me on a ride
I lost all hope in every one of us
Murdered my trust
Murdered my trust
Murdered my trust

I'm just tryna get high
My drugs won't abandon me, no goodbyes
Every time I'm down in the dumps in life
I pray but it seems like I'm trash to my god, that's odd
I ain't hear your voice in a real long time
I don't think we spoke since my last heart job
Left me with a heart so hard had no choice but to guard it
Goddamn leaving me scars
Goddamn pain in these bars
Goddamn money and cars fucking these hoes
cll that I want
Goddamn
Now I'm feeling sacrilegious
Now I need a night full of bad decisions
cn cTM and a bag of Benj's
Just to go throw it on the back of bitches

I tried to leave it up to god
cnd start chasing my euphoria
The devil took me on a ride
I lost all hope in every one of us
Murdered my trust
Murdered my trust
Murdered my trust