Why the fuck am I still like this
When the hell am I gonna change
I've tried so hard to get it right
And not push you away
Well, maybe one day I'll wake up
And find out what to do
Till that day I keep on living like
There's nothing left to lose
And I don't want to be so selfish
I don't want to be so cruel
Must be something in my brain
Self-destruction's all I know

So I go
Woah oh oh oh
Woah oh oh
Woah oh oh oh
Woah oh
Woah oh oh oh
Woah oh oh

So tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
Why the fuck can't I just change
It must be something in my body
I can't make it go away
Am I searching for an answer
That I'm never gonna find
Peel the flesh down to my bones
Till there's nothing left inside
It's like I'm trying to fight a cancer
I can only watch it grow
Save me my hospital bed
Being sick is all I know

So I go
Woah oh oh oh
Woah oh oh
Woah oh oh oh
Woah oh
Woah oh oh oh
Woah oh oh

Why the fuck am I still like this
When the hell am I gonna change
I've tried so hard to get it right
And not push you away
So I'll go