Everything is falling apart
Filament shards, then I'm left in the dark
Everything is falling apart
Happy thoughts ripped away same moment they start
Found the light, ran towards but I didn't get far
World drove me mad, stuck there in park
Skin suit unravel, skeleton, black heart
cwait the day I return to the grave once I have left my mark
Cloudy days, embrace the rain
The blood is slowly washed away
The pain, it stays
The scars remain
Chained to this plague
c slow decay
Spiraling towards more dismay
The winds of change, new storm is made
Plunged my soul into the gray
Had to modify my role within this maze
Now I've become the shadow mage
Dark alchemy, I formulate
The potion, from the cauldron where the rage and hate was placed
Lobotomize my brain
Will still behave like I am crazed
Because the darkness left its mark on me
Since birth, it's been a part of me
The skies won't ever part, you see
My angels lost the heart to sing
My demons always harkening
Bad thoughts as they depart from me
Shouted back as I am harvesting
The fruits of all my labor
Poison hidden by the flavor
Sayonara, see you later
Here lies Shade, no man was greater


I wanna feel alive wanna feel alive wanna feel alive wanna feel alive wanna feel alive wanna feel a
Single thing syphoning every
Last bit of energy from the
Living to fill the abyssal
Pit thats extending expanding
Through every inch of my body
Swallowing everything i be
Breathing starvation for i be
Crowned the demon
King

I got an endless void on the inside
Swallowing the world you know in an instant
Plague of white rabbits come for the clean up
When the first snow has set on the cinders

I wanna feel alive wanna feel alive wanna feel alive wanna feel alive wanna feel alive wanna feel alive