I thought that it'd be easier when I left
The pain would stop and it would all be for the best
But I don't wanna miss you still
It's getting hard to choke down this pill
I think about us all the time when you were here
I'm lying when I say I'm fine and I'm holding back my tears
Cause we were perfect together in our sweaters drinking tea at sunset
Making plans for forever, any weather, or did you forget
And don't you think I hope you miss me too
I'm trying to define myself without you
I found the video when I turned Twenty-Two
You said that friendship mattered most, was that the truth
But I don't wanna miss you still
Who knew moving on would take such skill
I think about us all the time when you were here
I'm lying when I say I'm fine and I'm holding back my tears
Cause we were perfect together in our sweaters drinking tea at sunset
Making plans for forever, any weather, or did you forget
And don't you think I hope you miss me too
I'm trying to define myself without you
I thought that it'd be easier when I left
You're puttin' all my walls up to the test
I don't wanna miss you still
The glass of second chances is overfilled
I think about us all the time when you were here
Maybe losing all of you faced my biggest fears
Cause we were perfect together in our sweaters drinking tea at sunset
Making plans for forever, any weather, or did you forget
And don't you think I hope you miss me too
In some ways, I define myself: without you
I realized that friendships are what matter most
And your connections to other people
So I hope that I'm always in your life cause you're my best friend
And I hope your Twenty second year is the most incredible year
And all your dreams come true