I miss you, Angel

Stick by my side and fight with
Me until the whole entire world ends
You don't have to go that far for me
my friend
Passageways are clearing, I can't see
But I still pretend
Worthless things and dodging families how
My life is spent digging up my soul and then
Replacing it like surgery
Now I'm running into walls of purgery
Balancing my time while being spent will
Just not work for me
I don't speak to people that emit toxicity
Soul's being crushed but I do not mind it
Woke up in the morning and
I still feel like shit
Why does everybody decide to ignore me?
Kidneys steady failing, I'ma die
Before I'm forty, I'm shorty
Staying in public, lowkey, I'm frosty
Flexing friends and having fun
Will make me salty
I don't fuck with all these
Girls that's acting naughty
I just wanna go home and drink my coffee
But, no really, I'm fine
It's just these petty problems
That's haunting my mind
Wind keeps on moving, and I'm turning blind
See out my head, I can't see out my eyes
Blurring my vision, I can't find my glasses
Slowing my movement, I move like molasses
Falling asleep in all of my classes
Nothing but hate's what I
Get when I'm passive
Act like a victim, then leave in a stretcher
Nothing to say because I'm a go-getter
Hiding my blade, and it's under my sweater
Asking what's wrong
I'm just under the weather
All black Vans on
With the black pants to match
Can't see the future through
This big ass hat
Fill up with acid, I'm taking a bath
Leaving the world with my complicated math

(Novagang) (Goonncity and you can't get in)