Finding Myself is a song in English
Verse 1:
I had a vision, I achieved all my dreams,
Not what you'd expect, if you know what I mean,
It felt like a nightmare, so much weight to hold,
I felt like a burden, too many secrets untold.
Pre-Chorus:
And I know I'm seen as an oddity,
Just a plaything for people to use,
They view me with curiosity,
But I can't shake off these blues.
Chorus:
If I could alter how you see your worth,
You wouldn't question why you stay, they don't appreciate,
And if I could mend the way I feel inside,
I'd be kinder to myself, let the sadness subside.
Verse 2:
I'm the one always left in the rear,
Like a shadow, fading when night is near,
Too much for them all, too wild, too rare,
But I hide my pain, keep it out of their stare.
Pre-Chorus:
And I know I'm seen as an oddity,
A bit too much for anyone,
But I don't want to be an adversary,
Just seeking a place where I belong.
Chorus:
If I could alter how you see your worth,
You wouldn't question why you stay, they don't appreciate,
And if I could mend the way I feel inside,
I'd be kinder to myself, let the sadness subside.
Bridge:
They say, "You're too much, a liability,"
I try to stand tall, but I feel so small,
In this world that's so heavy,
Just trying to find a way to catch my fall.
Chorus:
If I could alter how you see your worth,
You wouldn't question why you stay, they don't appreciate,
And if I could mend the way I feel inside,
I'd be kinder to myself, let the sadness subside.
Outro:
In the end, we all seek to be seen,
For who we are, not just what we seem,
I'll keep searching for the light within the dark,
And maybe one day, I'll heal my own heart.