I've been in my mind, frustrated
Life just wasting, something, something, something, something
Rockstar lifestyle, might don't make it, forget everything, let's party, get wasted
I just drink and get sloshed, till I pass out, the past out
They try to pull me back in 'fore I crash out, don't know where I'm at now
I probably have been drinkin' while I write this
My hand gets arthritis, so I just been freestyling
Styling all you niggas
The best fits, the best bars, the most hits
I ain't talking bout that
You can miss me, you still wouldn't show me your hands
The crash test dummy, don't make me fuck up my plans
Niggas be losers, niggas wanna beef on computers
I know niggas that really do it, not just behind camera shooting
They behind Kamren shooting, bagging up niggas
From the 99 to 2000, but you back the fuck up
I'm masked up, I'm the baddest pen and pad assassin
Know all you niggas hate me like I was doing the braggin'
Y'all acting like Ruff Ryders but y'all was too busy lagging
I turned into the old X, y'all niggas was just Drag-On
I've been in my mind, frustrated
Life just wasting, livin' life high, everday, clique wasted
Rockstar lifestyle, might don't make it, forget everything, let's party, get wasted
Can you pass me my tequila? The anejo, hold the ice please I know my shit was Gucci, so I start to move so icy Planned to get so lit that I pass out
Tryna get so lit that I'll forget, if I crash out
It's a celebration, can I make a speech? fuck I said?
Something, something, something, something
Niggas on nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing
They just bluffing, bluffing, fuck,
My brother Luv is a fool, should really link with the 'Gawd
Them niggas never met Gogh, but still be fans of the art
If they claim that they know, I know it's a facade
Damn I be talking my talk, on the Starriest Nights
In the field with the crows is when I feel most alive
Wordplay, vivid paintin', it feel like Vincent's alive
I told y'all too many times, that I'm really that guy
Y'all better listen or go ahead and chop your ears like the guy (I've been in my mind, frustrated)
Life just wasting, livin' life high, everday, clique wasted (fuck)
Rockstar lifestyle, might don't make it, forget everything, let's party, get wasted