Thinking bout my life and my decisions
And how those decisions transitioned into my position
Shit got me lifted
My momma tripping im hoping that she can find forgiveness
The time is ticking, the life she living got bad decisions
She cant erase it what happened it seem she cant forget it
It keep her livid, it drain her soul and it drain her children
The one that speaking, the one who feel it, i'm really in it
I kept to rapping it kept me living though hard to live it
My life in lyrics, I paint a picture, let's get descriptive
I walk upstairs my mom on the ground praying in the kitchen
I'm praying for her but praying for me is inconsistent
She pray to god she dont see eviction, or see me missing
I've seen the fallout, of losing grip when you start to get it
My heart been in it, im not that far but I marvel in it
If god does listen, I hope he gets this, and helps the vision
My life and mission, is being happy and rapping wit it
I'm Taking chances, the devil dancing, my demons staring
Got different stances, than angels who never be apparent
I stick to leaves like I stood on branches, my thoughts get random
Theres no controlling, my mind a channel, my soul a sample
Of what I handle, im taking shots but im losing handles
I always ramble, im cunningham randal tryna scramble
I put my life on wax and watch the fire in the candle
I feel like rambo, fuck penny pinching, I want a handful

Smoke
Smoke smoking til my eyes go
Smoke has been my blindfold, I wonder where my time go
Searching for my shelter through the storm and tryna find hope
Dont tell me that ill be ok just tell me how to find hope
Smoke
Smoke smoking til my eyes go
Smoke has been my blindfold, I wonder where my time go
Searching for my shelter through the storm and tryna find hope
Dont tell me that ill be ok just tell me how to find hope

I'm thinking daily bout what im making its complicating
So far I got none off music but this shit boutta save me
Depression real when you aint been working and feeling lazy
I've seen it daily my mom complaining this shit frustrating
The smoke is hazy, my vision worsed, but stay alerted
The way i'm working, im too determined, whats mine I earned it
My timing perfect, my time inserted, the time is turning
My mind been hurting, my mom been hurting, my mind observing
Her life is turning, her son is leaving, feels like desertion
Her tone been changing, with strangers strange how she started cursing
Woke up and heard it I swear that i've seen this shit in person
Do people change, or is change a current, i'm cranking turning
I'm tryna master the craft im working, just watch me learning
You're watching one of the future greatest thats tryna make it,
Understand that ain't an understatement, I'm underrated
You got a throne well then watch me take it, you blink its taken (gone)

Smoke
Smoke smoking til my eyes go
Smoke has been my blindfold, I wonder where my time go
Searching for my shelter through the storm and tryna find hope
Dont tell me that ill be ok just tell me how to find hope
Smoke
Smoke smoking til my eyes go
Smoke has been my blindfold, I wonder where my time go
Searching for my shelter through the storm and tryna find hope
Dont tell me that ill be ok just tell me how to find hope