Too close to the rain
Too close to the edge
Feel like I'm losing my balance
But I haven't tripped yet
Losing track of the days
But every second drags on
Thunder rolling in waves
It's all about to break

I thought I was up in the clouds
But it's really just smoke
Got a million questions
They're stuck in my throat
So don't ask me to speak
'Cause I might just choke
I wanna get out
But don't know where to go

And it feels like lightning
About to strike me
Walls covered up in writing
Run away from the past
Left behind me
Seems like you're scared
Bitch I might be
Burnt down and tired of fighting
It feels like lightning

Too far from the edge
Too far from the jump
Feels like I'm running in circles
But I haven't moved much
At the top of my lungs
But my words are drowned out
Lost my voice in the gray
I let it slip away

Feels like I'm dying awake
Blood pumping venom straight
Into my veins
I'll take the writing on the walls
To my grave
Take a breath back again
What a mess I've made
I'm a threat to myself
And I can't escape