Early in the morning sitting on the porch
Cigarette butts and a dark coffee cup
And a heart full of grief and a fucked up pay cut
Fucked up mortgage and a fucked up wake
What the fuck I take what I just take up
I go outside a spiral I shall make one
Looking at the great sun
It's lambency depresses me
Feeling like I'm hexed in grief
These motherfuckers never respected me
Mirrors in my house never reflected me
It projected themes that are fatalistic
And I make realistic scenes out of this
Hating dipping shit I'm doing this shit

I'm ruinous when
I'm speaking on this luminous pin
Number I put inside this bank card
And I zip up my coat and I blow the smoke
From my cold nostrils
God ain't here and nah dog you onto
Something that you shouldn't have pursued in the first place
That's the worst case scenario
That's the fervent baseless burial
We made of the skeleton called the dead listener
As this nigga was selling sin

I've been caught for years and years
Of not being shit
Achieving it was reaching in just to get out
The secret whims you see it in him
Don't you need the venom pen him
Send him where his emblem is
He won't forget what he's done
This shits so venomous

Ventriloquistic life I'm living
This been eventual intentional
The detrimental pestilential muse
Made out of life and I just resent the fuse
When I do what I do it's the blues
I've been screwed two you's you can't
Fucking get out of those
You forgetting what was made nigga
You got a sour dose
I keep cowards close
Play that power role for days now

I was done with the game
I was doing looking at the shit
I wave out I gave out never got paid
I'm fucking slaved now and chained now
Feeling like that grave child that same child
With no smile that's so proud that goes down
To null bounds that shit was no grounds
I'm so lost I'm so found
I'm so up yet so down
Man fuck that won't come down

I'm done now
Don't wanna see that fucking sun now
Curtaining the room
I got some death up in my womb
I'm bout to excrete it as a uterus
That's festering presuming that I never should've
Made the shit to begin with
I've never been much of a creationist
On a thin disk
Is where I recorded my life
Some bullshit that I can do and I know that
I'm nearing
The ending