Iu0027m effervescent,
Perplexing,
Everyone else in the smoking section,
With my complexion,
My inflections,
And my beat selections,
Only took electives,
In High School that were useless,
Used to follow my brother round everywhere like a nuisance,
Used to always call myself ugly and stupid,
Now I never seem to do it,
Unless I spend my time alone smokin and boozin,
Always snoozin,
Till like 4 PM from workin nights,
Feel like Iu0027m losing,
More than just myself I think I lost my mind,
Been blunt cruising,
On the way home from work every night,
Feel like moving,
Somewhere no one knows who I am sometimes,
...But then would Luna be alright?
If something happened and I werenu0027t around I think I just might,
Die or kill myself or maybe kill somebody else,
I canu0027t control the situation I barely control myself,
So when niggas say they beasts ima try to make a pelt,
Or maybe whip a nigga ass donu0027t make me take off my belt,
Cuz some of these niggas just need they ass kicked,
Just gimme the chance to do it bro cuz Iu0027m enthusiastic,
Cuz I ainu0027t hit nothin since my last lick,
Or the ass of my last bitch,
Homie I ainu0027t smashed in,
Like half a year,
Thatu0027s probably why Iu0027m acting weird,
Or because Iu0027m getting higher than the atmosphere,
Already had to face my greatest fear,
And somehow I still made it here,
Thatu0027s all Iu0027m saying hope I made it clear.

Welcome to the Surface level of my mind,
Tellin you bout all the shit that I thought I left behind,
I been looking for a sign,
Since a nigga was only the age of 9,
Lyin,
Tellin you that Iu0027m doin just fine