Self-Deprecating is a song in English
Hook:
Maybe itu0027s my fault after all,
Maybe itu0027s my fault after all,
Drowned my sorrows in this weed and this alcohol,
And threw my damn phone at the wall,
Babe I thought about it and I had to call,
I thought about it and I had to call,
Just to tell you that itu0027s my fault after all
Because itu0027s my fault after all
Maybe itu0027s my fault after all,
Maybe itu0027s my fault after all,
Drowned my sorrows in this weed and this alcohol,
And threw my damn phone at the wall,
Babe I thought about it and I had to call,
I thought about it and I had to call,
Just to tell you that itu0027s my fault after all
Because itu0027s my fault after all
Goddamn man I feel so sleepy,
Turn my phone off donu0027t want no one to reach me,
Act like shit boy I act like the feces,
Say Iu0027m the GOAT like my name Philoctetes,
I see the big picture like itu0027s 3-D,
I told you I was sorry so donu0027t make me repeat,
I just need sleep,
Till like 1 or 2 pm,
And maybe ima feel better then,
Like itu0027s medicine,
Lately I been letting my depression win,
And itu0027s like itu0027s stronger than itu0027s ever been,
Because of everything,
I got going on,
Been like 16 years itu0027s still going strong,
Want my money stacked up as tall as King Kong,
But everything Iu0027m working for seems to take too long,
I thought that life would be sweet like Brenda Song,
I can admit Iu0027m sorry but I canu0027t admit that I was wrong
Maybe itu0027s my fault after all,
Maybe itu0027s my fault after all,
Drowned my sorrows in this weed and this alcohol,
And threw my damn phone at the wall,
Babe I thought about it and I had to call,
I thought about it and I had to call,
To tell you that itu0027s my fault after all
Because itu0027s my fault after all
Maybe itu0027s my fault after all,
Maybe itu0027s my fault after all,
All these problems are my own to solved,
Look at myself and feel so appalled,
Know Iu0027m acting dumb being so banal,
You call me out but I donu0027t recall,
How the whole thing is my fault after all,
Because itu0027s my fault after all,
I donu0027t wanna feel nothin at all,
Donu0027t wanna pick up the phone it donu0027t matter who call,
I got so high that I was bound to fall,
Said I wouldnu0027t stop but I broke down and hit a wall,
Relapsing,
Got me actin,
In a past tense,
Donu0027t wanna be accountable for my actions,
Bitch this ainu0027t a hobby itu0027s a passion,
Already told you I ainu0027t got no time for relaxin,
Ainu0027t even got time for my friends,
Thatu0027s why I wonu0027t have any more left in the end,
Think of reaching out but I donu0027t wanna bother them,
I know that Iu0027m a burden they donu0027t need to pretend,
Went on a rant because I needed to vent,
You say you need some money you just needed some sense,
Thought that weu0027d be us forever now you leaving instead,
And itu0027s starting to feel like Iu0027d be better off——
Naw