It’s been so damn hard to forget
I was paralyzed in neglect
I hoped I’d never see you again
Your poison does not intoxicate me
It’s just a bitter pill that I won’t swallow
Orphaning
So sickening that you’d let me go
There’s no pity for you
Orphaning
So sickening that you’d let me go
How could I forget all of the things you did to me?
Your words sink under my skin
It’s a slow burn, lesson learned
You weren’t there
For every stone you threw my way
I was just another brick to your home
This time in my next life there won’t be a next time
I’m better off alone
Your voice soothes me
Calling from the shadows
I’m sinking below my two hands
Numb to all the pain
I do not feel a thing
I do not feel a thing
Numb to all the pain
I do not feel a thing
I do not feel a thing
It’s been so damn hard to forget
I was paralyzed in neglect
I hoped I’d never see you again
Your poison does not intoxicate me
It’s just a bitter pill that I won’t swallow
A never ending story
A child lost in constant mourning
I feel my eyes roll in the back of my head
I was forgotten while you were fading away
You never gave a damn about me
But you’re lost without me
Erase my memory
Orphaning
So sickening that you’d let me go
Numb to all the pain
I do not feel a thing
I do not feel a thing
Numb to all the pain
I do not feel a thing
I do not feel a thing
Your voice soothes me
Calling from the shadows
I’m sinking below my two hands
I’ll pass away a tainted soul in a terminal euphoria