I've waded into oceans wide and I sunk low

Holding my breath, both hands tied

living on loan



It feels like I'm racing your hearse and I'm losing

I'm not sure what's worse

Cause I hate myself for mourning



You

You're taking this all with you

You're taking this with you



I've been to depths that you never knew

Started dying slowly 20 years ago

cll of this was to prove

Blood is just thicker to drown in



It feels like I'm racing your hearse and I'm losing

I'm not sure what's worse

I hate myself for mourning



You

You're taking this all with you

You're taking this with you



I used to pretend you were dead

It was easier than feeling unwanted

We feel like we've lost you twice

We were forgotten when you cut the ties