(N9ne)
Everybody speaking from a distance told me save my breath
Yet I cut 'em off if they doubting where I stand 'til death
Every word I fucking meant it
But I guess you didn't
But I'm not surprised
Loves always tinted
Every second that I wasted on your ass
I want it back
Every time I shoulda called you out
Shoulda gave no slack
Yet I trusted you again, again, again, again
Why the fuck did I decide that we should really go be friends
I tried taking pills
I tried to forget
I tried to push this blade inside my skin like life owe a debt
If I ain't got my time like them
Then why the fuck you stealing mine
Every night I pray for death
Every night I'm praying for a sign
Every time you speak to me
I fucking wish you didn't hoe
You left me on the ground
Bleeding out, status critical
Every time I take a step forward
You just bring me back
To a time inside my life
Where all I wished for was black
You just been a stain in the frame of my life
Every time I looked inside of your eyes
All I saw were lies
I
Hate
Everything
I
Hope
You
Die
My demons like to come around
They like to go inside my mental
Plague it up and go surround
They like to grab me by my head
Push me under the water they want me to drown
If it'd been up to your choice
I know you'd put me six feet underground
So I live to go spite
So I live it up tonight
And anybody fuck with me imma go 'n knock their lights out
Go 'n pipe down
You ain't needa another word in
Went 'n lost your rights now
Every time you speak to me
I fucking wish you didn't hoe
You left me on the ground
Bleeding out, status critical
Every time I take a step forward
You just bring me back
To a time inside my life
Where all I wished for was black
You just been a stain in the frame of my life
Every time I looked inside of your eyes
All I saw were lies
I
Hate
Everything
I
Hope
You
Die