I killed a giant spider in my shower
All of a sudden my house isn't safe anymore
I thought that you would be here in an hour
Being alone means I do all my chores

When it gets dark outside my whole world falls apart
The Christmas lights will never heal my heart
The winter sun a rare effective drug
Tell everyone I'm busy but I'm not

I'm falling into a hole of my own
I'll clean the sheets and pillows but I'm still alone
I'm terrified of my phone and the flashing screen
No reason to get out of bed, can you show me?

I see a cut of clear sky and I sprint out the house
I research what the rent's like in another town
I call you up to ask how close you are now
Can't stand another minute of this silent sound"