I feel like I can’t relax
Or turn off my brain
I’m so wide awake
I hear everything

That I wanted to say
But I didn’t
I can’t rest with this business
Unfinished

You can’t understand
What it does to me
It’s everything all at once
Screaming my name

To go one of two ways
But I’m indecisive and afraid
So I wait for the answers
Patiently

I should probably get some rest
Before the morning ruins my day
But in the blue light
I stay up all night

A coin into a well
My own padded cell
To which I hold the key