...and i still have their bed
with the little plush toys that come with it
just get out my head
like am i fucking serious?

what a fucking joke,
and to think i could've fucking opened up myself to them
but im so fucking avoidant

i spent like 6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just dont speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything i shouldn't speak i couldn't keep the peace
and now i'm on my own

time don't wait for no one, no one
and every time i think of you i frown
yeah my eyes open wide for no one, no one
and the thought of you is so heavy now

we could've been the most
and a part of me wishes everything never happened at all
all the things left unsaid
probably pushed you away
how tf we weren't a thing when you were with me like all the time?
2 months just flying by

i spent like 6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just dont speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything i shouldn't speak i couldn't keep the peace
and now i'm on my own

yeah it's pretty cruel just slowly fading
yeah u leave me clues can't pick up baby
do u really think i wasn't this way? my mind always hates me
yeah my eyes are open wide but my heart colder than frozen

and i guess it's my fault too?
still have your plants in my living room
water them twice a week
and i tell them nice things
hope u know, despite everything
i'm wishing you well (and if you ask)
yeah im fine just as well

6 whole months,
and for some reason i think tomorrow that they'll hit me up
i just don't speak, i hold my tongue, when i should've spoken up
especially when it means the most
proudly pushing everything i shouldn't speak i couldn't keep the peace
and now i'm on my own

shit
time don't wait for no one, no one
and every time i think of you i frown
yeah my eyes open wide for no one, no one
and the thought of you is so heavy now

yeah it's pretty cruel just slowly fading
yeah u leave me clues can't pick up baby
do u really think i wasn't this way? my mind always hates me
yeah my eyes are open wide but my heart colder than frozen

haha