Dear Karma
MTK
I think I gotta shout you first
Uh Uh
Listen up
Dear Karma
I think I gotta shout you first
I lost my only nigga then my girl don't know what's worse
I know that I ain't perfect that's some shit I don't deserve
Cause I've been good to all these people why I keep on getting hurt?
I got bagged a couple years ago and nearly held a bird
For some shit I never did see what I'm saying man I'm cursed
Lost my bro at fourteen and to this day I'm still disturbed
Depression ain't a joke that's why I put my feelings first
Dear Karma
I gotta get this off my chest
I ain't ever moving on and I'm still in love with my ex
Gave me nigga when I was low and true she saved me for a sec
But come to think I kinda feel like she was karma for nigga
And I thought lemme slow it down before I say something I might regret
Nigga I love you I don't love the way you disrespect
Truthfully we just ain't as good as what we used to be
But you can see that I ain't even wrong it should be you and me
Karma
I got you tatted on my skin
It kinda had a double meaning lemme tell you what it is
The first as a reminder just to show you how I live
And number two
The name that I was gonna give my kid
And look before you call me crazy lost my mind a long time ago
Made it disappear like Jay Slater call me Dynamo
Was talking to the voices how long cause even I don't know
Tried to heal my pain with Hennessy and with designer clothes
Karma
Now that's a five letter word
How to cope with all these feelings I guess I better learn
A year with too much heart now that's a five letter curse
I lost the love of my life and true I cried when I heard
Ain't just you I'm gonna miss
You know I love your little sis like she's my own
She like my biggest fan I wrote this part for her
Gotta show my appreciation for supporting man you heard
I hope you know I always got you if you shout me then I'm there
Dear Karma
I don't know why you hate me so much
It's like whenever I start feeling good you make me choke up
Be fine for couple hours then I'm not you got me so fucked
I'm smiling ear to ear inside I'm crying man I'm so nuts
I'm so nuts
Talking to the voices said I'm fine I'm lying so what?
Talking to the voices all the time
Sick of people asking does it look like I'm alright?
And if I was would I be writing almost crying every line?
Dear Karma
I learnt my lessons lemme go now
Why you keep on playing with the kid just let me know now
I patterned up I changed and now I'm ready just to blow now
I swear to God I'm doing better Karma leave me alone now
Dear Karma
I beg you leave me alone
I'm sick of always trying just to be on my own
I'm sick of always lying said I'm G I don't know
Cause when I think about the past I gotta grieve cause I'm grown
Dear Karma
I beg you stop with your mess
I'm sick of being asked how I feel man I'm stressed
Sick of being here don't wanna deal I need to rest
I wish I could disappear like for a year and decompress
Dear Karma
I wrote this letter hear my feelings
Dear Karma
One day I'll be good I'm still dreaming
Dear Karma
Thank you for your lessons and your teachings
Dear Karma
When you gonna let me start healing?