Would someone tell me what the deal is
It's müllathakidd
My life's complicated don't know where to start
I've been struggling to cope sometimes I've got a broken heart
Don't get it twisted fuck a bitch it's like I'm struggling to love
I lost my bro when I was young and that shit really hit me hard
So am I wrong?
For drinking Hennessy to mask the pain?
Am I wrong?
For thinking that these girls are all the same?
Am I wrong to hide my feelings barely sleeping who's to blame?
Am I wrong to say fuck being broke the money heals the pain?
I won't ever claim depression you can call it what you want
I just say I've learnt my lessons I try not to open up
I've had countless studio sessions here's to hoping I blow up
And now I'm drinking from the bottle here's to coping man I'm fucked
My life's changing for the better I can't lie I'm starting to heal
From all this trauma I've got in my head been learning how to deal
With my emotions
I've heard that my heart is frozen
I don't wanna feel sometimes
I'm mixing drinks like making potions
It's potent
If I told you I was fine I swear I lied I won't deny
But you just couldn't do a thing to change the way I feel inside
I'm antisocial
I don't talk to no one no more
I've had friends turn into strangers
Strangers begging me for phone calls
They're so bored
But
My life's complicated don't know where to start
I've been struggling to cope sometimes I've got a broken heart
Don't get it twisted fuck a bitch it's like I'm struggling to love
I lost my bro when I was young and that shit really hit me hard
So am I wrong?
For drinking Hennessy to mask the pain?
Am I wrong?
For thinking that these girls are all the same?
Am I wrong to hide my feelings barely sleeping who's to blame?
Am I wrong to say fuck being broke the money heals the pain?
I never thought that I'd be writing bout my feelings in a song
But recently my mind's been everywhere except where it belongs
I don't wanna sound cliché been fighting demons way too long
And now I'm pouring out my broken heart I'm learning to move on
Would someone tell me what the deal is
I don't wanna hurt no more I'm sick of fucking feelings
Not gonna lie been struggling recently but now I'm healing
I wanna be numb that's why the Hennessy's appealing
I want my fucking freedom of mind
I've got pain in my heart you can see in my eyes
Every single fucking day I wear a different disguise
Got a smile on my face but I'm broken inside
Trust me you would never know there's things harder to hide
My life's complicated don't know where to start
I've been struggling to cope sometimes I've got a broken heart
Don't get it twisted fuck a bitch it's like I'm struggling to love
I lost my bro when I was young and that shit really hit me hard
So am I wrong?
For drinking Hennessy to mask the pain?
Am I wrong?
For thinking that these girls are all the same?
Am I wrong to hide my feelings barely sleeping who's to blame?
Am I wrong to say fuck being broke the money heals the pain?
Am I wrong to say fuck being broke the money heals the pain?
It's müllathakidd