I thought I knew what love is, but I don't I hoped that if I made her a song, it would
Win her back, but it won't So while everyone chants Happy New Year's
I wrote this fuckin' song while soaking all my tears
A ghost is what I'm deemed by all my peers I feel like a deer that's aware they're about

To get shot I devoted my life to her and all I fuckin
Got was my whole torn apart So now I'm gonna depart with my soul lost
In a dozen parts After all this time, I think I finally learned
My lesson So here I am, I made this song, hoping that

You will listen No matter what I do, it always feels like
I'm fuckin' losin' Without you, I feel like I'm just an elusive
You're so lucid, it's like you came straight from heaven
You already know what I've chose My heart chose you, now I'm froze

Cause you wanna fuckin' go try my best to move on and grow
But I can't cause you're so beautiful when you glow
I just wanna take you all around the globe at least one time
You know I would do anything for you to be mine

I would sell my soul for a dime, I would stop all the crime
I would reenact all upon, all for you to be mine
I love you baby, Maddie, you're my source of light
I wanna fuck you all night with nothing but you in my sights