Callin' up these bitches in the nighttime Maybe I'm just feeling low without you
I ain't never seen you as a pipeline, told you I was feelin' low until I found you
I'm sober now and I ain't in my right mind Relapse mindset, need a round two
Cause I can't be myself when I'm around you
There's too much goin' on
I tried to be different, I swear that I did Losing my mind and my patience, you know
I guess there ain't no escapin' this shit I tried to save me some face, so I left you
You don't know half of the pain that I hid Prayin' to God or to Satan
Just someone come take all this pain Cause my patience is thin
Cause I can't let you go
I tried, I tried, I swear that I tried Alone so I let my demons inside
Where do I go now, let my demons decide Ain't anything better than screamin' inside?
I thought I knew myself At least when I knew that you had my back, yeah
Tryin' to be true to myself Tryin' to let you go but I fall right back, yeah
I can never be the one that you wanted No matter how bad that you want it
I ain't human, baby girl, I gotta own it I can't even tell you where my soul is
Take me back to the day that I met you Take me back to when you thought I was special
Back to when I wasn't tryin' to forget you Back to when I wouldn't lie to protect you
Too much goin' on so I just can't think I see dead things every time I blink
Burnin' old pictures in the bathroom sink
You just ain't the woman that I love And I don't even wanna find no one
Goodbye, my love, cause lately I've been
Callin' up these bitches in the nighttime Maybe I'm just feeling low without you
I ain't never seen you as a pipeline, told you I was feelin' low until I found you
I'm sober now and I ain't in my right mind
Relapse mindset, need a round two
Cause I can't be myself when I'm around you
I tried, I tried, I swear that I tried
I tried, I tried, I swear that I tried
I tried, I tried, I swear that I tried
I tried, I tried, I swear that I tried
I tried, I tried, I swear that I tried