I shouldn't even be here
I almost lost myself along the way
A lack a self-esteem and some pain Almost cost me everything
When everything was going wrong You were moving on
I could feel you drift away
I can still hear you say
Everything's okay

You couldn't even be clear
Leaving love crumbs along the way Out of my life for the last time
Burning anything
Everything that you once loved
Proving love's not enough
Maybe it never was
Anything
Ain't that a shame

You said you'd always revere
The time you spent with me
Then you went and lied, damn near tried
To take my life away
On the day you up and left
I never saw you again
You left me in misery
What kind of friend just leaves
Their love in vain

I shouldn't even be here
I'm so glad I chose to stay
The thought crossed my mind
That suicide was my destiny
Cause you and me were all but done
I really thought you were the one
Now I know what it means
To be abandoned capriciously
With errant disdain