Sorry I didn't say, "Happy Birthday"
I had the message all planned out on that Wednesday
But something in me told me if I opened up that box
Every inch of healing would be broken and so lost
See I have worked so goddamn hard to lace back up these boots
But every time I see your face in all the pictures I'd like to erase
I'm on you
Right back on you

If I looked into your eyes
Blue as our favorite lights
I would see past all the lies
Forget what you did that Halloween night
I would hold you close to me
Unfold you obsessively
But I don't want to make amends
I've never been good at being just friends so I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine
I'll put myself together again
Once again

Sorry I got so awkward at that bar
It's like there's something in me that needs to prove I'm very far
From the hurting and the crying
I want to be your polished gift
Remember when you called me that?
"Your gift you like to kiss"
Shit, I'm on you
Right back on

If I looked into your eyes
Blue as our favorite lights
I would see past all the lies
Forget what you did that Halloween night
I would hold you close to me
Unfold you obsessively
But I don't want to make amends
I've never been good at being just friends so I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine
I'll put myself together again
Once again
I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine

Who
Who
Who are you now?

I wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time
I love where you live in the corner of my mind

Who
Who
Who are you now?

Sorry I didn't say, "Happy Birthday"