Every day seeing nightmares right in front of me
It's like I cant see
He managed to blind me
That night and right now
He did not allow for me to have a choice
Would have thought he stole my voice
Feel like I lost my place
Don't feel comfortable in any space
Why am I here just to live in fear
Scared no one will hear
Or maybe no one will listen
Don't wanna push you away
Oh no Oh no
Don't wanna tell you too much
Trying not to scare you
Don't let you know what I'm going through
They say fear of impending doom
I just feel like my mind has left the room
And gone to hell
Where no one can tell me that I'm okay
Just say that I'm insane
And I'm not okay
Don't wanna show that face
Already can't breathe try to suffocate
Living a lie
While I just sit here and cry
I can still see his eyes
And the pain he put in mine
Don't wanna push you away
Oh no oh no
Don't wanna tell you too much
Trying not to scare you
Don't let you know what I'm going through
Don't wanna push you away
Oh no, oh no
Don't wanna tell you too much
Trying not to scare you
Don't let you know what I'm going through
Don't let you know what I'm going through
Ooh
Don't wanna tell you
What I'm going through