No matter where I turn I can't seem to find my way out

Why does it feel as if I'm stuck within a trap?
Why does it feel as if I'm stuck within a trap?
I need to find the release
I had went & made a stand when they told me take a seat
I'm on the beach I got the sand on my feet
If I gotta hit the road would you ride with me?

Hit em' with the lane change peep the chain swing
Got my dawg with me I know he on the same thing
Really I'm just tryn' maintain
Don't ask me how I'm feeling look what my face say
Don't ever want my momma to talk to me through JPay
Danger running at me left and right don't tell me stay safe

She said she loved me couldn't look me in the eyes though
Escaped the trap now they wishing I would have died slow
I can see it all clearly took off the blindfold
Jet lag I keep switching to different time zones
Grab my tray & grind some tree I got some jazz on
Baby hit my other line you calling my cash phone
I know my momma counting on me I can't let her down
Mad man on a mission I can't mess around

The flame of the candle flickers out as the breeze hits it
Opened up my pineal gland and now I see different
Took my sneakers off my feet come walk in my shoes
I keep looking for a lighter I lost my mind too
I can't stay up out the mirror the look in my eyes crazy
I'm like a doctor running out of business I need to find patience
I'm not the one for you baby but you a nice lady
I'm tryn' make sure I make a five at least twice daily

The wings of the bird spread & then it flies away
This to my brothers Ima' always be here even if I die today
Why does it feel as if I'm stuck within a trap?
Why does it feel as if I'm stuck within a trap?

I think I found it