I don't want to go
Heavy my feet on the stone
Like a beast with its wings
Dragging in the sea

I promised you i'd stay
You told me to go
This place is no longer my home
You left me so heavy
You left me so low
I stare out at the snow

Darkest fear inside me
Makes me believe your cruelty is real
Feel I'm losing control
This darkness is black as coal

I promised you i'd stay
You told me to go
This place is no longer my home
You left me so heavy
You left me so low
I stare out at the snow

Walk to the church
Stare in the mirror
Holding my chest
Please God makes this clearer
Take a candle and light it
See the glow of night inside here"