Verse 1
I don't recognize who I am
I just got beat and I didn't get mad
To tell the truth in the back of my head
I was feeling glad, not because I deserved it
Because it managed to get rid of a lad
See I should start afresh,change my address
Maybe I'll be my best,if I leave this mess
I'm going on a conquest to relieve my chest
In my head I'm feeling like a guest
You see the stress,the agony,booze, cigarettes,get my music in the internet
I'd rather socialize and I'd vocalize in the booth
Can't lie amongst the truth, I'd rather been known as a douche,than to run away from the truth
Aye I got a lot of trust issues, friends are beneficial
They say I'm sentimental like a broken instrumental, I'm getting detrimental this that pedal to the metal,imma chase away my devils
Gotta change my ways,get a clean mind-state, imma break these chains,imma win my case, imma win this race, imma slow my pace,to get a clean mind-state, can't you read my face
This that prophecy won't you pray for me
I'm monopoly,I got to see my life in luxury
Own a gallery, property own it properly
Speaking fluently to influence me, living honestly
I'm on a conquest that's Gon define, I'm gon find me, I've been patient and turning ancient, it's been amazing I've been gazing through out these phases,I started hating started acting like a Mason

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I just want a vaca
I really need to vacate
I really need a fine place
I really need to change scene

Verse 2
I really like where I'm am,imma settle down probably settle down probably figure out who I am,shit I use to be scam,and some of my folks got fooled by the noise I created with no gat please give me a chance to change all of the foolishness

The other side imma conquer,I use to believe in the culture, every move I made was based on the hunger I had the attention divided my craft,I need to start doing the math ,I like who I am

I really like where I'm at,some brothers gon get mad, some niggas gon get glad,some bitches gon miss Mel, some G's Gon doubt Mel some shit just won't sell and I won't go back, I can't be held back

So imma tell the truth as it is
The streets ain't nothing but a hopeless dream
Meant to deceive ,brother get out of the streets
I feel your struggle, the hunger, the pain of feeding your fam,but blacks killing blacks,that shit must be in the past

Fuck am I saying shit will stay the same until the person within grows into a different being, or change of scenery, the shit I really fiend, the act of getting clean, I'm probably talking about a dream

Outro.
I need to settle in a different place
I really need to change scene
Can't be chilling in the hood
Living in the hood
Where situations ain't changing
I really need to get out of here
Find a safe space,find my place
Get my energy in check,change everything
Settle in, in a new space
I really need to change scene