Why can't I simply be happy?

My heart feels the weight of love

but I've never experienced it for real

Will I ever know what it's like to be loved?

I used to believe love was a dream.

But loving you has become a nightmare

You love delicately

but it's just a game.

However,

the hurt you leave me

with is beyond words

I thought being alone would bring me

comfort,

but you've become a haunting presence in my home

Am I cursed to never find love?

Or am I simply going insane?

If I have to rebuild,

don’t feel sorry for me

It’s fine

I’m getting stronger gradually

Maybe I don’t deserve a love so true

it’s just too hard to fight

I’ll keep my heart locked tight

and let this be my goodbye

I know you don’t care

but it drives me wild

I’m stuck in the pain

feeling like a child

Every time I think of how

much I cared

And all the times you left me unprepared

You walked away, but I’ll survive

You gave me no reason

but I’ll be alright

alright, ah, ah...

Don’t worry about me

don’t shed a tear

You were just a phase

now the path is clear

Let it all fade

you don’t exist in my life.