My mind, it's dark as night, from coast to coast
These thoughts, they'll chase me down just like a ghost
I battle, with shadows deep as Mexico
I wrestle, with demons and I just let go
I'm drifting in smoke, feeling low, I'm drifting in smoke, feeling low
[Chorus]
Pain in me but you see through
Down another shot of sorrow, I despise you
Cut the lines on my soul and I cry too
I'd walk into the fire, yeah I'd die for you
End my life for you
Can't escape my mind, no matter where I go
These scars, they whisper what I already know
Lost in this haze, can't find a way to cope
I drown, in liquor and a shattered hope
I'm drifting in smoke, feeling low, I'm drifting in smoke, feeling low
[Verse]
Every breath's a curse, in this cold black hole
And this empty space, it consumes my soul
I fall deeper, where the light won't show
In this dark abyss, I'm forever alone
I try to scream out but my voice is gone
Silent echoes trace the steps I've drawn
Shadows on my walls, got me feeling wrong
Caught in this spiral, the pain is long
I'm drifting in smoke, feeling low, I'm drifting in smoke, feeling low
[Chorus]
Pain in me but you see through
Down another shot of sorrow, I despise you
Cut the lines on my soul and I cry too
I'd walk into the fire, yeah I'd die for you
End my life for you
Darkness creeps in, can't outrun the pain
Tears fall like acid in an endless rain
Nightmares, reflections of a shattered brain
Drowning in sorrow, can't break these chains
I'm numb, feeling empty, no strength to fight
Lost in a void, where there's no more light
Every day's a struggle, to just survive
In this cruel world, where we barely thrive
[Chorus]
Pain in me but you see through
Down another shot of sorrow, I despise you
(drop)
Every breath's a curse, in this cold black hole
And this empty space, it consumes my soul
I fall deeper, where the light won't show
In this dark abyss, I'm forever alone
Frozen inside, my heart's an arctic sea
No warmth left, in a world that's killing me
With every pill, I fall deeper, losing light
No sleep tonight, in this endless fight

Pain in me but you see through
Down another shot of sorrow, I despise you
I despise you (I despise you, I despise you)
yeah I despise you (I despise you)
Cut the lines on my soul and I cry too
I'd walk into the fire, yeah I'd die for you
End my life for you
(guitar solo)

Dark days and cold nights, trapped in this haze
Haunted by regrets in a desolate maze
Empty bottles, shattered dreams on display
I'm fading, slipping further away
I'm drowning in smoke, feeling low, I'm drowning in smoke, feeling low
[Chorus]
Pain in me but you see through
Down another shot of sorrow, I despise you
Cut the lines on my soul and I cry too
I'd walk into the fire, yeah I'd die for you
End my life for you
[Verse]
I'm lost in echoes of my broken dreams
Tangled memories, ripping at the seams
Walking through the night, can't find relief
Every step I take, just leads to more grief
[Pre-Chorus]
I wear my pain like a second skin
Drown in sorrow, where do I begin?
My heart is heavy, darkness closing in
Can't find a way out, in a world so thin
[Chorus]
Pain in me but you see through
Down another shot of sorrow, I despise you