I've just gone into the dark
I've seen the devil for a deal
To sell my soul to erase all
All the mistakes that I have done
But he ran when he saw the beast that I've become
So there's nothing left to lose
Nothing else that I can do
To try to get back all that flew
'cause after all I still need you
Like a flower that sprouts only if there's the sun

But it's so hard to move on
Now that the last drop of hope has gone

I'm sorry
If I keep on fucking up
I never meant to hurt you
I just wanna have you back
As if time
Had not run over us like a train
Now it's pouring rain
And I just crawl into the dark

Every time I close my eyes
All I see is what I left behind
All I find is what I lost
And that what we built now has turned to dust
Just like a kid who sees his sandcastle fadin' away
I surely made my mistakes
I never claimed to be a saint
But I don't think that I deserve
To be forgotten or left alone
Like the pages of a book that is now to old

There's something wrong inside my head
'cause I'm awake but I feel so dead

I'm sorry
If I keep on fucking up
I never meant to hurt you
I just wanna have you back
As if time
Had not run over us like a train
Now it's pouring rain
And I just crawl into the dark

And I can never
Come out all by myself
I will wait 'till you take me
Out of this fucking hell
It's your choice to save me
Or let me die.