What I gotta do to feel something
What I gotta do to not let people down
They keep saying that the deal's coming
Dollar dollar bills just ain't been found
Sometimes I wanna kill something, oh yeah
Whatever's been holding back all my joy
Tell me would I be fulfilled from it
Or is it something that can't be destroyed?
Maybe not

Whippin' around with one knee while I'm blindfolded
Labels keep on callin' to ask me if I wrote it
Mo' fees, no keys, just locks to pry open
Then I wake up in the mood, serotonin be high low’n
City of camouflage, hide in the wild open
Got body bags for a view, and half of you might know 'em
It's came to my attention, it's some of you lie on me
See the way that people act when they find out what I'm thinkin'

What I gotta do to feel something
What I gotta do to not let people down
They keep saying that the deal's coming
Dollar dollar bills just ain't been found
Sometimes I wanna kill something, oh yeah
Whatever's been holding back all my joy
Tell me would I be fulfilled from it
Or is it something that can't be destroyed?

So much uncertainty that got so much to learn from me
I feel like I've been making contributions for eternity
Some credit God and others swear that it's mercury
But new chanel interior burgundy what's alluring me
Emotion get the best of me deleted
Then I switch quotes make a song line
About copping Givenchy trench coats
Even when I was big broke I was big vogue
Fishtailing Rari’s by Villas in San Francisco
I got this paper I'm counting like Monte Cristo
I don't wanna feel nothing I just wanna sit low
Instead of working on myself to make myself fulfilled though
Maybe I'll be better if I stare right in the billfold

What I gotta do to feel something
What I gotta do to not let people down
They keep saying that the deal's coming
Dollar dollar bills just ain't been found
Sometimes I wanna kill something, oh yeah
Whatever's been holding back all my joy
Tell me would I be fulfilled from it
Or is it something that can't be destroyed?

You know, you know, you know how it is
Yo, yo, yo how it is
The endless mother, the illest mother
Yo, yo, yo how it is
Yo, yo, yo how it is
The illest mother, the illest mother