It's on nights like these that I choose to reminisce
Think about the days when all my friends and I were kids
Before the times got hard and we were forced to grow and split
Back when I was just starting to get my first kiss
I remember it vividly
I was 13 at a dance and I remember her kissin’ me
How peck just on my lips had made me so out of breath
And now a peck and my first kiss just kinda’ feels meaningless
How I mentally prepared myself nonstop for like a week
And when we finally had kissed I felt my knees just getting weak
Danny looking at me like “my guy we got a win”
Back when both the homies got hooked up with both the twins
I remember feeling like I'll marry her tonight
Hit the steak and shake right after ‘cause the clique was still so tight
Nothing ever felt wrong everything was feelin’ right
And forever was a moment you could fit into a night
I don't think you know what all those memories meant to me
Think about a simple time just kinda’ gets to me mentally
Everything is fucking hard right now I really hate everything
I don't think you exactly what those memories meant to me
It's on nights like these that I choose to reminisce
Think about the days when all my friends and I were kids
Before the times got hard and we were forced to grow and split
Back when I was on the cruise and going on a trip
Everything got different when met with Kathleen
I was feelin’ kinda’ different everything was happening
Had my baby girl at home but she was ready to dump me
Had another girl on deck and nah, this girl wasn’t ugly
I remember breaking up feeling like I couldn't live
Emma really had to do it I had nothing left to give
So I hit up "cutie bootie" that I met with on the trip
Let's just say got familiar with the sight of nice tits
Now this a pivotal moment
Good or bad or bad or good this a moment of growing
After we were done with dumb shit my lil’ feeling were choking
I remember missing Emma ‘cause my heart was still broken
I remember starting school and we were stupid and beefin’
Yes, I called you girls some thots but I was caught in my feelings
“Ryan who?” and Ouija boards had my head in the ceiling
It was fun though nonetheless ‘cause those emotions the realest
It's on nights like these that I choose to reminisce
Think about the days when all my friends and I were kids
Before the times got hard and we were forced to grow and split
Back when I would get on FaceTime be like “Who iz Liz?”
"Who iz Liz" I remember talking feeling new to this
I had never had a friend like her and it was cool as shit
Logic's 1-800 on the first call
She thought I was funny and I needed it
First off
I can still remember how that girl was always there for me
I'm sorry that I didn't treat us carefully
We fell off and my side is so embarrassing
I lost you ‘cause of one bad girl that didn't even care for me
It's on nights like these that I choose to reminisce
Think about the days when all my friends and I were kids
Before the times got hard and we were forced to grow and split
Back before I dated that toxic stupid bitch
Back before backseat and all of the stupid shit
All of that nostalgia in my vlogs and older pics
Back when we would merge the call and make everyone pissed
I have to say it honestly and that's the shit I miss
It's on nights like these that I choose to reminisce
All these memories are close and sacred in my grip
Everything I mention here is what I truly miss
But as time went on it all just feels meaningless
Reminisce