Long dark hours in bed
Doing nothing but cherry picking
Words that you said

Like tik tik boom
cnd then dead
Don't got much longer
With this bomb
In the back of my head

cnd I could never run away from you
Even though my mama tells me
This will only end in misery

cnd I could never come to face the truth
'Cause every time I tried you come
To give me what I'm missing

I know it's all my head
But does that mean it's something not worth feeling?
I know your heart it feels dead
But does that mean that there was never meaning?
Is this the weight of real love?

cnd every day she's drowning in despair
cnd no matter what you do
She'll tell you that you leave her hurting

cnd even when she says that you don't care
You'll never tell her what it's like to carry all her pain

I know it's filling you with dread
But does that mean it's something not worth feeling?
I know your heart has turned lead
But doesn't mean that there was never meaning
So I ask myself
Is this the wait of real?