Yeah, I got shit goin' on that I can't even speak about
You were wrong so I gotta keep my speakers loud
They been chattin' without knowin' what they speak about
So I keep a round
And I thought I learned my lesson this time but I'm sure that I won't
I just wanna skip town I don't wanna come home
Keep a V on my back when I'm feelin' all alone
I ain't playin' any roles this the life that I chose

Used to be a love song but I had to rewrite it
Love nonexistent when you livin' like this
Red diamonds ain't what it seems on my left and my right wrist
If that isn't deep enough then my mama won't like this
I'd be a liar if I never thought I fucked up trying
Only thing it's gonna do is make a star that ain't shining
I ain't ever had to broadcast how real or fake my life is
But I won't let the pressure get to me Ima be a diamond
This how I feel times five
Wasn't there for the run and now you here for the rise
You start to notice they ain't proud of you I swear they just surprised
I had to get outside my head a little learn to sever ties so I wouldn't want closure
Got 'em all sayin' "What happened?"
Money long, heart broke, no caption, woah
Better off throwin' racks in the casket, woah
We already losin' value to the habits

I got shit goin' on that I can't even speak about
You were wrong so I gotta keep my speakers loud
They been chattin' without knowin' what they speak about
So I keep a round
And I thought I learned my lesson this time but I'm sure that I won't
I just wanna skip town I don't wanna come home
Keep a V on my back when I'm feelin' all alone
I ain't playin' any roles this the life that I chose