Smiling even though inside I'm dying
Drowning even though it seems I'm floating
Screaming out but I have lost my voice
Seems like I don't have a choice anymore
I'm tired of fighting
The sadness the crying
I'm tired of trying
I'm sorry for dying
I'm sorry for dying yeah
Trying to breathe but I feel like I'm choking
It's become to much for me to cope with
I'm sorry for leaving you all alone
This is my suicide note
Holding onto a fantasy that won't become my reality
Hoping that this is all a dream but life isn't quite what it seems
Living is hurting, Living is pain
Dying is peace, I'm going insane
Would you flowers on my grave
I'm sorry for leaving you this way
I really tried my best to stay
But I was tired of fighting a losing game
So I did what I could to escape the pain
I'm tired of fighting
The sadness the crying
I'm tired of trying
I'm sorry for dying
I'm sorry for dying yeah
Trying to breathe but I feel like I'm choking
It's become to much for me to cope with
I'm sorry for leaving you all alone
This is my suicide note
Suicide, Suicide
Trying to escape from being alive
I'm sorry that I didn't survive