I'm dedicating this song to Nicole
PsyduckQueen she know who she is
Even though you don't talk to me anymore
I wish you the best
Uh yea 305

I'm just being honest
I had the same feelings
But you never told me
And I never told you
We would of been winning

I see it in your eyes
I see it in your soul
I see your disguise
No need to hide it anymore

But I remember the memories that we created
A lot people talking a lot of people be hating
I remember the walk we had to McDonalds
The shit was very long it was very frustrated
But I still had a really good time
Remember when I was standing in that damn line
I was unpatient I starting cracking jokes about the gay guy
You were standing next to me on my right side
Yea I went to the soda machine laughing out loud
I couldn't help myself
Told me that was really fucked up
Told me really Juan you're a fucking clown
I'm like no I'm just joking around
Uh
All that matters is that, I made you smile
And when I seen your smile
It made me realize I felt something for you
When I look you in the eyes
You Nicole seem more than just a friend
Woah

I'm just being honest
I had the same feeling
But you never told me
And I never told you
We would of been winning

I see it in your eyes
I see it in your soul
I see your disguise
No need to hide it anymore

Yea girl you don't need to hide it anymore
Let me tell you something that you don't even know
I really fucking love you I don't fuck with these hoes
I want you for the night
Nah I want you for life
I'm not playing girl I'm just saying what's on my mind
I want you for the rest of my life
Should of said something
But I never said nothing
Should've open up
But I really really couldn't
Cuz you know
I let the bullshit get to me
All the negativity
Let it get to me
I should of never overthink
Should of keep it straight
Should of told you what was in my head
Should of told you on the first day
But I never did
I feel so fucking bad
Thinking about the past
All the things that, we could of had

I'm just being honest
I had the same feeling
But you never told me
And I never told you
We would of been winning

I see it in your eyes
I see it in your soul
I see your disguise
No need to hide it anymore

That's right we would of been winning
Together start a new beginning
That's right I still haven't forgot all the things you did for me when we were in cali
When we left the airport I was gonna pay for the uber back to the hotel
But you told me nah Juan don't worry you know I got you
You know I got you yea
You even bought me some food
In my head i was thinking
Like damn this girl so cool
Is she really fucking with me
I'm feeling the vibe right now
Overthinking in my mind right now
Damn
A month later after we met
She met another guy at her job
They started going out
They got together now it seems
Like they been together for so long
I had my chance but I fucked up
So fucking bad knowing that I don't deserve you
Now I'm stuck with pictures
That I sit and search through
Now she happy with another guy
And I'm over sitting in my bed
Heartbroken realizing what a good girl
I've could've had but now it's too damn late
Nicole is now happy with another guy
Let me take the L let the past be the past
Gotta move on to some better things
Think about what's next
The future is really bright
I gotta hold on tight
I can never give up
Motivation in my mind
I gotta make it to the top
Yea
Gotta make it to the top
You were on my mind
All the fucking time
Yea, I had to let you know

I'm just being honest
I had the same feelings
But you never told me
I never told you
We would've been winning

I see it in your eyes
I see it in your soul
I see your disguise
No need to hide it anymore