I know I got the confidence to do this shit,
But lately it's been too difficult
I'm out in the cold wish she was there to keep me warm like she used to,
Wearing my coat all up in the storm if only she knew,
What I go through without her
Reaching in my pockets I just felt a vibrate,
I check the messages to see what's poppin',
It's her, no shit
I gotta pull up to the store real quick to cop a new shirt and cologne so I can show this bitch
What I'm really on but times ticking,
It's 7:30 in the pm 60 minutes til we start linking,
But 60 minutes that I had to make the right decision
Am I visiting for the wrong reason?
Do I just feel alone cuz she changed season?
Stressing out my mental got my pain leaking
But I don't really care she's god given
I won't stop living following my heart
Even if it leads me straight into the dark
Ima see what happens when it starts

Just see what happens when it starts
Just see what happens when it starts
Just see what happens when it starts

Wondering when it's gonna start I'm out front in my car parked next to the dodge dart
Awaiting ya text she opened my message man that's a red card
8:30 on the dot man I'm right on
See her hop into a Nissan and then she drove off shit,
You got me insane acting crazy
She ain't ever call me I hallucinate daily
I want her in my basement be the victim that I'm craving
Sike girl, I'm just playing
Ima keep it real I'm only talking cuz I messed up
Every time I try to call you never seem to pick up
Staring at these pictures on the wall I know I fucked up
It's tearing me apart the way you running from this real love
Telling me you found yourself hoping that shit will heal me up (the fuck)
It never will, you got my heart and when I get a mil you'll be back it's written in the stars
Just see what happens when it starts

Just see what happens when it starts