When you was down bad, you ain't think I care
Now you say, I don't hold you down
The liquor in my cup, had me unaware
Of what I do when the hoes around
Regretting everything I did
I'm so sorry
Forgetting how I used to live
Cuz it still harm me
Lookin' in the mirror, my reflection turn into a dog
Damn, I should've listened, why I keep doin' my baby wrong
I'm trippin, I hit her raw, I should've put a condom on
Nah, it ain't my fault, I just blame it on the alcohol
Cut my phone on, seen 30 missed calls
I told her I was playin' ball, so why you pissed off
Just know that love will never heal if you don't ever cry
One thing I learned, a woman's intuition never lie
Her soul mixed with my ties, the reason I had mixed emotions
It made me blind, ain't even notice that her nose big
Had four kids, had me hit her at her bro crib
He was a opp, if we get caught, there go the whole clip
Took a risk to hit while niggaz tryna zip me up
Caught a nut, then realized her lace was liftin' up
Gotta be real about myself, I hit her on a air mattress
This how I feel about myself
All the woman I was hunchin' had me losing my value
Let's keep it real, it's hard to love someone that's ran through
But Jesus did, I learned about him in John, Mark, and Matthew
Now I'm takin' accountability with the sad truth
Damn, I hate feelin' like this
Changed my life quick, now I'm livin' righteous
Almost lost the one that's finna marry me
Another post nut clarity
It wasn't worth it
I should've put up a fight
Used to live for the moment
Almost ruined the rest of my life
There was no reason for why I was cheatin'
Might not believe, I was possessed by a demon
Cuz when I get back to my senses
I always regret it
Post nut clarity
I always regret it
Almost lost the one that's finna marry me
When you was down bad, you ain't think I care
Now you say, I don't hold you down
The liquor in my cup, had me unaware
Of what I do when the hoes around
Regretting everything I did
I'm so sorry
Forgetting how I used to live
Cuz it still harm me
It wasn't me, it wasn't me, it wasn't me, it wasn't me, it wasn't me, it wasn't me
It wasn't me, it wasn't me
it was the spirit in me
Cuz the liquor I drink
Post nut clarity
Almost lost the one that's finna marry me
It wasn't worth it
Should've put up a fight
Post nut clarity
There was no reason for why I was cheatin'
Almost lost the one that's finna marry me
I always regret it