They be like, Vicky why you actin' so different
Last time I looked, no one checked for me
You ain't hit my phone
Too late for someone to care, it's been so long
So long
I shed too many tears
I can't cry no more, can't even cry no more
Lately I been fightin' demons, been on the deep end
Like what's the reason, can't tell you but I'm bleeding
All these open wounds that need healing
Swear that life ain't fair, but I'm holding on
Each day I lose my grip a little more
It's the same old, never-ending cycle
Feels like I can't catch a breath to breathe
So much running through my head
Suffocating
I can barely breathe
In my thoughts
Jehovah help me please
Somebody call the lifeguard
Cuz I'm drowning, sinking, going deep
I can hardly see my feet or speak
Trying to breathe, but I can hold my breath for so long
Somebody pull me out the water
Somebody call the lifeguard
Cuz I'm drowning
I'm drowning
Somebody call the lifeguard
Cuz I'm drowning
I'm drowning
The price of fame ain't worth a thing I hope my Brodie hear this
Covered in pain, I pray it change into the Holy Spirit
God got a plan for me
Healing all those wounds from the knife that's in the back of me
This game causin' insanity
You say you supportin' but never postin' that's just blasphemy
Scared to spread the word, you scared to show the world this masterpiece
Last night, I thought bout leavin' the game, but its just halftime
Ain't tryna get caught in that wave, rather get baptized
When you fake, you ain't consistent
Watch your circle, pay attention, let them do them
Don't tell em none, you'll see their real intentions
Ego had me stuck inside a box, my pride was just a prison
Stopped gettin' offended when corrected, cause I caused division
Would've been ready for my blessings, I ain't get yet If I listened
I was trippin', been steps ahead of these niggas I had vision
I have faith, and that don't even make sense to a non believer
Tried to make it out that water by myself, it pulled me deeper
You was right, you ain't change, I did
I sacrificed and changed the way I live
You was right, you ain't change, I did
Gave em a helpin' hand, he almost slit my wrist
They say its love when they hate me on the low, look I don't wanna hear it
See I been goin' through some things you can't understand
With my soul and my spirit
Somebody call the lifeguard
Cuz I'm drowning, sinking, going deep
I can hardly see my feet or speak
Trying to breathe, but I can hold my breath for so long
Somebody pull me out the water
Somebody call the lifeguard
Cuz I'm drowning
I'm drowning
Somebody call the lifeguard
Cuz I'm drowning
I'm drowning